Tuesday, 7 January 2014

negativity

Assalamualaikum..

Maaf,hari ni my mood negative..sayu hati tiba-tiba.

Malam tadi, me saje nak jenguk timeline fb my fren ni..Mrs.A..she is married on the same day with me,n she is full housewife..so FB mmg aktif..n byk post about her 1st child..then,after i know that she is pregnant again,i decide to hide all her post from my news feed..u know y kan.. semalam saje la jalan2 kat fb dia..n mmg byk post2 about her 1st child n her pregnancy..n 1 of the status yg buat me rs sayu...

"new experience..kakak tendang dari luar,adik tendang dari dalam..mommy kuat!"

lebih kurang mcm tu la..

suddenly me rasa sedih bila mengenang diri sndiri..

pagi ni tgk2 news feed kat FB..ramai yg post about their babies..geram tgk..comel2 je semua..

tetiba rasa bertambah sayu..rasa mcm dah tak sabar sgt nak ada baby sendiri..rasa mcm sunyi je takde baby..cuma sekarang ni sayu tu lebih kpd perasaan tak sabar nak rasa kasih sayang menjadi seorang ibu..kalau dlu rs sayu lebih kepada iri hati dgn kwn2 lain yg dah jadi ibu..mungkin me skrg lebih redha dgn ketentuan..cuma berharap Allah ganti kesabaran menghadapi ujian ni dgn kehadiran anak yang solehm solehah satu hari nanti..aminnn..
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13 comments:

  1. Unknown7 January 2014 at 10:57

    Amin..banyakkan sabar. L doakan rezeki ummi 2014 ni..cepat2 dpt baby.. jgn sedih2 k..hugs

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  2. :sour n sweet:7 January 2014 at 11:54

    uhu...sabar ummi sufi, semoga nanti ramai sufi2 yang akan menemani hidup kita
    sunyi jugak belum dapat anugerah terindah itu,
    nak buat camne, kekangan masa, tempat bertugas untuk bersama..
    sabar sis =)

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  3. iya7 January 2014 at 14:08

    iya pon arini down juge.same2 kite bykkan bersabar n berdoa yerrrrr.
    moga Allah tabahkan hati kite :)

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  4. sweet tooth7 January 2014 at 17:19

    InshaAllah, ada hikmah kenapa Allah x beri lagi... :-) take care umi...

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  5. su7 January 2014 at 17:27

    hu.. same la..lately ni ramai btul yang update, baru mengandung, baru bersalin..anak masuk sek.. smpai rase nak delete je acc FB..hehehe.. tapi biarla perasaan tu berlalu cpat2..

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    1. Unknown8 January 2014 at 14:44

      aah sue..mmg kdg2 kita rasa mcm ni..tp jap je..hr ni dah ok kan..

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  6. Nurul Asma'8 January 2014 at 11:11

    penah jgk rase mcm ni.. kwn yg same tarikh kahwin ngn sy pn tgh preggy, yg kawen lambat dr sy pn dh preggy..huhu..sabar je kak umie, Allah knows best!

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  7. Unknown8 January 2014 at 14:44

    hi asma...sama2 kita bkongsi rasa ye :)

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  8. Anonymous10 January 2014 at 17:33

    Slalu sgt timbul perasaan tu tiap kali tgk fb..xdela iri ati sgt. Cuma rs sayu bl tringt klmhan dri..:'(

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